MOTHER!!

Hello readers.Sorry, was away for long.Just got a bit stuck in life's traffic.

Today,I just can't stop myself from writing about my Mom.

Beautiful,serene with tiny eyes and such an innocent face she has.And I bet you,if you ever meet me and her,you can never make out the difference if she is my mom or my sister.Gosh,she looks so young even in her mid forties.Even I get jealous of her looks at times.Seriously guys,I am not kidding.

So looks apart.I just want to tell you what landed me into writing about her.I have a younger brother and  he has been sick with high temperature since a few days.The exam time is approaching,he just couldn't finish one of his assignments and so high headed he is that he would just not let anyone help him out with it.Yeah...not even my Mom.So,my mommy dear just got so worried about him not meeting the deadline,that she simply burst into tears.I was so  shocked that just because of a procrastinator(alright...sick son) ,she was crying. The whole house went gloomy.And yeah,he finally finished it that night and submitted it the next day.No issues now,but my mom sobbing like that left an impression on my heart.

                I am not that emotional kind of,cry baby,at least I pretend to be,but I really felt bad about myself ,at least for not working as hard as she wants me to.I really felt bad and realize that how important are her children to a mom

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Isn't it strange?A girl marries a man.Leaves her everything behind,loves her man with her heart and soul despite of his love for her vaporizing with time.And then she brings another soul in the world,a part of her heart.She spends sleepless nights caring for her baby,feeding her,bringing her up,with that aching body just to keep her baby at comfort.She never leaves her baby's side.Be  it listening to the baby's first word "mama" with enthusiasm ,be it teaching her kid the preschool stuff or treating her sick child with compassion.She is always there.There would be no one to  lend their ears to your sorrows,your sufferings,your pain,but mom would be found, always waiting to sympathize you and encourage you.

                       Yesterday,I realized that  how   high a mom wants her kids to be.The only motto of a mom's life is her children's happiness.If I talk about myself,in my life,I have only found my mom's ears to talk whatever shit I can.She would listen to even the useless of stuff I keep blabbering.

As a girl,I don't  know how ,but it comes naturally with all that growing up stuff,you somehow  grow closer to your mom.I just speak and speak and speak and my mom,she keeps nodding  and consoling me.

    

 I found her beside me all the time.There were times when I made her proud as punch by topping the high school and also made her extremely worried by not making it into the college for a course I wanted to do.(This is a long story guys,will definitely let you know sometimes later.)But one thing I can say is that a mom wants her children to be successful,seriously successful guys.She will love you despite of you being that ugly duckling.For her you would be the most beautiful girl in the world.Same is the case with  my mom.

                


               Today,I have a confession to  make.

 There were bad times when I simply Ignored you mom and I didn't listen to you when you were sad ,unlike you do.I screamed at you ,blasted on you during the days of my failure.I just didn't show you  much love after I returned home from a long day at college.I insulted you for not being tech savvy(Though you now know more of internet stuff than me.I really admire you for your efforts in learning Facebook and Skype.) after getting frustrated  while teaching you using these apps.

 But mama ,I am really sorry.I am sorry for my stupidity and yeah I wanna confess to you that I love you a lot and you mean the world to me.You are my best buddy.Now when I am a grown up kid,I realize what an important part of my heart you are.

    Today I really want to thank you for taking all these pains for making me somebody.Thank you ,for taking my harsh words with patience thereby teaching me how to be patient.Thank you for fighting with me like my sis and teaching me how to be strong in this big harsh world.Thank you for being there by my side when the whole world was against me.Thank you for hiding my imperfections .

Thanks for standing by me during thick and thin.Thank you for understanding even the deep seated feelings simply through my eyes.Thank you for letting me be me at the stake of your lost identity.Thank you mamma, for loving me,in spite of me being an epitome of mistakes.Thanks for letting me take out my agony and my deep seated fears in front of you.Thanks for making me realize that I am a unique creation of God.And thank you for making me believe so strongly in God. 

     Thank you , for being my best friend,my soulmate.I love you and I respect you even more than I used to.

                            Thank you,for being my mama.

And on a final note friends.....just want to tell you this.Never ever forget this guys.